I'VE DECIDED: DONT GET ME IN SPORTS DAY EVER!!! NOTHING CAN MAKE ME DO IT!!! I GUESS SOMETIMES ITS BEST TO STAY OUT OF THINGS. YOU KNOW I DUN EVEN KNOW Y I DIDNT LEARN MY LESSON FROM SEC 1. U KNW ITS SOMETIMES SO SICKENING. I DONT EVEN GET TO RUN 200M. I DUN EVEN FEEL LIKE RUNNING 100M NOW. NO MOOD TO EVEN RUN FROM TMR... HAIZ...WADS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO PISSED NOW LA... AND SAD...ITS AMAZING HOW EASILY I CRY...I GUESS ITS TRUE THT IM WEAK. VERY WEAK.. SO IM NOT RUNNING ANYTHING FOR SPORTS DAY... ISNT THT JUZ GREAT. THINK OF THE BRIGHT SIDE. I DUN HV TO RUN!!! HAHA. ISNT THT GREAT??? Y AM I STILL SO... HAIZ.. SERIOUSLY IN NO MOOD NOW. I HATE SPORTS DAY!!! HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!!!!!!!!! WORSE STILL I TOLD MY MUM AND DAD ABT IT DEN IS LYK MY DAD WANTS TO TOK TO MISS LIM. I TOLD THEM NOT TO TELL LA!!! I TOLD THEM SO THEY COULD LISTEN. NOT TO HELP.THEY'RE NOT DOING THEIR JOB.I DIDNT ASK THEM ANYTHING. BT THEY WANT TO HELP. I WANTED THEM TO LISTEN. JUZ TO LISTEN. I GUESS THTS NVR ENOUGH HUH...SO IRRITATING I TELL U...I'LL DO ANYTHING JUZ TO GET AWAY NOW. MAYBE GIVE UP ON HOPE. ITS NEVER GOOD TO HOPE FOR ANYTHING. NEVER. TRUST ME. REMEMBER U DONT OWE ANYONE ANYTHING. AND THERE IS NO REASON TO GIVE THEM YOUR TEARS. ITS NOT WORTH IT.REMEBER. ITS NOT WORTH IT. ITS JUST SPORTS DAY. MORE IMPORTANT IS NATS. ITS THIER LOST. IM BETTER THAN THEY THINK I AM. AND I JUZ HEARD MY DAD WANTS TO TRANSFER ME OUT TO CEDAR???!!! OMG... WADS HIS PROBLEM... AND HE'S PROBABLY GOING TO CALL MISS LIM NOW...WAD AM I GOING TO DO???!!! AHH!!! Y IS MY LIFE LIKE THAT???!!! IM REALLY NOT GOING TO CARE ANYMORE. ITS NOT WORTH MY TIME AND ENERGY... AND SORRY DONT DO IT... ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY.. WELL TWICE ACTUALLY FOR THIS CASE.. BT I'VE LEARNT MY LESSON. THATS IT. IM DONE. BYE TO SPORTS DAY HEATS AND TEARS.BYE TO ALL THE PROBLEMS IN THE WORLD. I GIVE UP. GIVE UP.