i've finally realized how afraid i actually am. how timid i can be. im beginning to think that all those excuses for myself were juz because i didnt want to go through it again. i really dont knw what to do. maybe those are the real reasons y. i tink im really afraid. bt who wldnt be. once bitten twice shy. i wldnt want to go through it again. thts for sure. haiz... aiya.. i really dont knw!!! omg la. im so scared so scared so scared. bt y am i sliding and sliding deeper in it. the more i fall, the more terrified i become.
Shawty is a killa
But I really want him and I gotta have him tonight
Shawty a heartbreaker
But it really don’t matter ‘cause I really want him tonight
I’m in a infatuated state of mind, oh yeah