today was probably one of the nicest day ever. except for the fact that my dad has now screamed at us to clean the whole house. urgh.. today woke up for tuition went to j8 to watch shrek 3 with janna chryll wei ting serlin and her bro. it was ok la. not say great but ok. please dont ask me to rate it with number of stars.lol. then had training. died. 300m x 5. my timing wasnt good at all. but we only had 10mins rest in between.wad do u expect. hmm... but wen i finished it i felt really accomplished!! thats y i feel so happy today! i finished one of the toughest trainings ever! well, probably the most. hmm... then came home. slacked and slacked. i felt so happy UNTIL my dad us all of us to clean the whole house. well, technically not ask. demanded? screamed? wadever u want to call it. that spoiled my whole mood. sickening.im sneaking posting. cuz i wanted to write abt trng. for once. i felt so accomplished. i really feel proud of myself that i finished the 300m x 5. i wanted to stop so often. but i still carried on. and the taste of satisfaction is really good! (: haiz... i feel so sad all of a sudden. juz becuz of my dad! he didnt need to yeall his head of right! sometimes i wonder why my mum married him. he's so impatient at times. and juz shouts his head off. lyk wads his problem???!!! oh yes. which reminds me. abt tht time on my 100m. argh. they put so much pressure on me for my track and stuff. and they claim to knw how i feel. sheesh. they keep saying i have talent and im wasting it. but they dont even know me! they think i wont do well if they dont put pressure on me. but do they think abt wad the consequences are???!!! when i dont do well they say i never train hard enough. when i do well they say i can do better. lyk wad is that???!!! sooo....!!! they dont understand me at all and they claim they knw me better than i knw myself. i knw how hard i train so u dont have to tell me i dont train hard enough. yes i knw. i do slack at times. its cuz im not a robot! sheesh. dont they juz get it???!!! haiz... u knw wad. if i dun do well in nationals, i dont care wad u say. as long as i knw i did my best everything will be fine. and guess wad? go ahead and compare my other timings with the current one. I DONT CARE. urghhhh...ok.. i shld stop here. if not i'll juz explode. i cnt anything anymoreeeeee!!!! btw i will post the pictures another tym wen i feel lyk it cuz im really lazy and tired and my bro wants to use the com. lol. haha! ok. i feel much better now. moodswinggggg! bleah. DIED.