u knw smting. i feel so down. lyk really down. i guess i cldnt really take that joke. i mean i knew it was a joke but somehow or rather i just started thinking. i dont think i deserve anything or to be anyone in the first place. im not good enough. NOT GOOD ENOUGH. not good at anything. probably useless. haiz... i really think i should juz go to one corner and not bother anyone. i dont deserve anyone's attention. ahhh! i cnt stand it anymore.... its really fustrating to think that u're nothing but a fish in a big sea. one out of so many ppl. i dont deserve anything.ANYTHING. oh man. i tink this is another mood swing. haiz... trying to get by the night. im going to watch happily never after now. lol. tata.
Shawty is a killa
But I really want him and I gotta have him tonight
Shawty a heartbreaker
But it really don’t matter ‘cause I really want him tonight
I’m in a infatuated state of mind, oh yeah