today was the worst day of my life. not abt the results but abt what i did. how cld i be so selfish. i was wrong. really wrong. i dun knw wad else to say abt myself or to the ppl who were involved. but IM SORRY. im really really disappointed with myself. i cant forgive myself for such selfishness i have inflicted on my friends. really close friends. even though u said it was ok, i really really feel so...nvm. i just want to say SORRY again. i feel so disappointed with who i am. i kinda hate myself.
~trying to gain it back.
Shawty is a killa
But I really want him and I gotta have him tonight
Shawty a heartbreaker
But it really don’t matter ‘cause I really want him tonight
I’m in a infatuated state of mind, oh yeah