today miss lim had a talk with me krys and loo. but kinda mostly lyk me? but it really made me think and reflect. what am i doing in class, in school, my life? and do i really have anything besides school,studies,track,homework... and i've realized, nothing. is my life so empty that i have nothing else to live for? it brings me back to the time where my dad asked me, what my passion was. what do i really want to acheive in life. i really dont knw. my studies aint good. track, its not as if i have passion. 1 problem after another. sometimes i wonder if i'ld be better of dead. am i living for my family? friends? myself? i dont even have a single clue. really what am i doing with my life. why dont i knw?! why why why?!?!?!?! do i really have so little to live for? i guess everyone else was right. i wasnt. i really dont have anything to live for. oh well...
i got to find my source of strength soon. really soon. if not, i might just crack.
Shawty is a killa
But I really want him and I gotta have him tonight
Shawty a heartbreaker
But it really don’t matter ‘cause I really want him tonight
I’m in a infatuated state of mind, oh yeah