haha! i think my parents are really sweet! ok. maybe my dad. i just saw a message he sent to my mum. by accident! haha! im innocent! cause im beside it. and so happened the message came in! it said " i love you dear" awww... dont you feel the love people! hahah! anyway, today's training was ok? i mean how bad could it get. its wednesday! wait till friday we always say! haha. did weights and 20 40 60. and im still stuck at running like an elephant. how can i changeeeee! i dont think that tippie toey thingy i do at the end of every training helps at all! ok. its kind of embarrassing. wait, VERY. but if i could change it so easily, trust me, i would have done it a long time ago. enough of me already. after training went to amk hub with zoey fwt weiting jennifer and loo. saw shalyn and her friend. we were speculating if it was her boyfriend but i guess she wouldnt have called my name if it was. in fact he was nicole's ex boyfriend. why am i not surprised! haha. but it was really funny cause i thought he was ren jun? or whatever his name is. and she was like no. its nicole's other ex-boyfriend. haha! so we went to eat pepperlunch. and at amk hub. there was this man, obviously, who dressed as a woman. whats his problem! if you wanted to dress like a lady at least shave your moustache! LOL. i mean seriously! you'ld look more like a lady without a moustache! if you didnt know. haha! im hungaryyyyy. omg! hahhaha!!! my mum just told me that my dad gets realy sentimental when he's drunk. LOL. THATS WHY he sent that to my mum. haha! but still i find it really sweettttttt. cant believe my dad is actually that kind of person. the other side i never knew! but im happy! hahah :D and i think i got to start worrying now. in fact, i really need to. A LOT. i dont even know why its like that. what in the world possessed you to.. omg! i really dont know what you're thinking but its making my life really difficult you know. but i guess its best this way. at least now i got to pluck my courage up and do what i have to do. deciding when. just deciding when...
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