so it was ok in indonesia i guess. but it was really an eye-opener. like you know the people live in slumps. its so sad! and there are so many beggars on the streets. and there was this guy without his lower half of his body! oh man... i think this people need help! seriously. its very saddening. and the pollution is so great! you can literally see the black smoke coming out of the exhaust pipes! and a lot of it! SCARY! did some shopping. became very dirty in mud. ate. ate. and ate. haha! and i LOVE donuts now. J.CO has the BEST donuts ever! serious. better than krispy kreme's. the story went that he wanted to open a franchise of it. but they didnt allow him to. so, he found a way to make them. and amazingly it turned out better too. haha! what luck! and cheesecakeeeee!training tomorrow! wonder what we're doing. hope its something good? whatever that means. haha. this feeling is KILLING me. it shouldnt be this way. ):

It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry.