todayyyyyy went for training. i didnt oversleep! ^^ did the running with weights thingy. though it was considered very slack it was still TIRING! then we had a bathing club! hahahah. ate $4 worth of chai dao queh? the uncle laughed at me! ): and then we had track "camp". every now and then i think of it and it hurts alot. i really wanted to do 400m hurdles ok! but miss lim had to "cancel" my name from it and put it into 100m. theres like already sufficient number of people la! then now she want someone "sacrifice" to "try and do" 400m hurdles. i know that doesnt mean i wont get a chance to do it, but still! doesnt she know i put my name there for a reason?! omg. why in the world am i getting so emotional. argh. at least she didnt have to cancel it. made it seem like i have no chance. I HATE IT. lifes so unfair sometimes. but what can i do. tough luck i guess. so hard, so hard.