PISSED. really. ok, chummy says i cant exactly be angry cause i keep smiling which is kind of true but i was really angry. still am! but yeah. so training today was the worst training ever. not because training was tough, it was, but cause i actually broke down. its annoying(credited to fwttttt!(: ) !!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh gosh... so pe's on a tuesday cause everything is supposed to stop. and guess what! we have training. like what in the world?! its not that i dont want to go for training but we had to hear it from our coach. you're saying why not?! cause we have other things on that day and we thought that we could prepare for fiesta on that day too. now i have to miss cg and lesson just because "why not". why not why not why not. i hope it rains on wednesday for the whole training and we wont get to do hurdles. today was such a nice weather but noooo, we couldnt do hurdles. we need to be more practical. and my chem test! ): and ya, i cant do 4h. i dont get why. stinks. at least give me a shot. all i want is a chance. put me beside anyone for a trail and i'll try my best to prove to you i deserve to have that spot. seriously dont know what you're thinking. i guess the ice cream calmed me down. hopefully.. i am ANNOYEDDDDDD! ): such a bad day. but sometimes the best things come out from them. somehow. somehow.