
and that just made it worse. i think, i know. but whatever. sooo, thanks a million wt jen ser frances for the file:D and my cheena buddy for the stuff:D touched to tears. i love all of them to bits<3 oh man, it hurts so so so bad. i saw it, seen too many things. and i really dont like it. ah well, cant do anything about it. its crushing me, crushing every part of me. i just need a sweet escape for the time being.