it's weirdly funny how it hurts talking to you.
or not to.

i hate phones. gah. can i just throw them away?
so today was normal. yesterday i trained with the primary girls! well coach asked me to anyway. but didnt do their actual training. did diagonals. and i was dying. thats it. my stamina's negative and it'd take another miracle to finish 100m let alone 400m! oh well, not a great day today i would say, if being called stupid wasnt enough, see above.( i almost offically hate phones) i was mostly in a daze the whole day, really tired! fell asleep at grandma's house. im losing my voice again): and falling sick! ahh, no more CNY goodies? oh no! my kueh ban kit!

So it's with everything I am,
I reach out for your hand,
The hope that changed a second chance I've gained,
On you I throw my life, casting all my fears aside,
How could greater love then this, ever possibly exist.

today's the 24th to me by the way not the 25th. haha! a day's hours are way too short.